Hello, I just lost my grandma day ago and now I´m kinda torn between quiting whole30 (I´m already on a day 14) and wanting to stay even harder. Because now I finally fully noticed that toxic pattern of comforting myself with food, when dealing with stressor sadness, but on the other hand, food doesn´t really seem significant right now. Also, all those NSV that come with sugar-free mind just flew out of the window, because I feel kinda numb and I´m not able to pay attention to that right now. And last, but not least, I really don´t feel like bothering my aunt with my food requirments during the funeral wake. I know it might sound insensitive or selfish, but I´d really appreciate some extra opinions on that. We were not super close with my grandmother and I can say that she lived very long and fulsome life, but it still hits you hard.