I have been mostly vegan for the past ten years. So I am having a really hard time with the meat also. It's not that I don't like it (so I don't have a taste/texture issue) it's that for the past decade I trained myself to believe that eating animals was wrong, bad for the planet, and that I should do it sparingly. All my meat is organic/pasture raised ect from Whole Foods but I still feel some guilt over eating this much animal products. Hard to leave my vegan ideals behind, but I am inching closer and closer to 300 lbs so I finally had to say enough is enough.