Whole October...and beyond.

[Wynne Jones]

I'm back! I did a Whole 70 or so last winter/spring and felt AMAZING. I was sure I would never again return to my SAD life. 

 

Then I went to Disney World. 

 

I am returning after several months of very poor eating (12-year-old boy at a slumber party style eating) and I am excited and nervous and hopeful and doubting myself all at once. I'm celebrating four years sober 10/19, and I hope to be fully into Tiger mode by then!

 

I cleaned my fridge yesterday to help me prepare. I am away at a teaching conference Friday and Saturday, then I plan to shop (and get a massage) Sunday, do a big ol' cook-up on Monday, and then Tuesday it is ON. I purchased the NomNom app for my iPad, am re-reading ISWF, and pumping myself up. 

 

I am trying to wean off the white menace, but it's tough. I'm sort of an all or nothing person; I've never had just one of anything. I may someday be able to off-road, but it's never really been the way I operate (hence my close, personal relationship with Bill W.)

 

Thanks for reading!