Bridgedurso Posted September 1, 2012 Share Posted September 1, 2012 Yesterday was my first "post" day. I told myself I was staying on, but all day it felt like I had to make that choice over and over again. Like I've finished it so I "could" decide to just have a martini. I did make an intentional reintroduction of dandy blend. It's a coffee substitute that contains roasted barley. I've missed it. Hard to know if it ha any effect. I found myself in a cool waterfront bar in the afternoon and really wanted a cocktail. I really thought about how it would taste and how I'd feel during and afterwards and that did it. I didn't really want it. It was only hard for a minute. Then I stayed on track the rest of the day. And so begins another day of actually making choices. It's harder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Derval Posted September 1, 2012 Share Posted September 1, 2012 You sound like you are being quite hard on yourself, like you feel bad for even considering these off-road things? Maybe I'm reading you wrong...Try relax into your new life Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bridgedurso Posted September 2, 2012 Author Share Posted September 2, 2012 Not guilty, just a little nervous to see how even though I said I'd continue, being "officially" finished leaves me feeling more at the ready to consider off-roading. It's an interesting shift in the psychology. Not sure where I'll really draw the line, and don't want to lose any momentum. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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