AdventureReady Posted January 23, 2017 Share Posted January 23, 2017 Well, I am not one to jump on forums but have been reading through and no one seems to be experiencing what I am going through. I feel very alone. I am on day 22. I have been 99% compliant because I drank a ginger drink from sprouts that I thought didn't have anything to find afterwards it had Stevie extract. Anyways all that to say I do feel I have been very good at staying on plan. No here is my struggle. I am very angry and frustrated and just at a lose. I have struggled with my body image and weight for a very long time. In the past year and a half I had made huge progress and was getting my weight down and food relationship was at its best. I was feeling so sexy, which is maybe a first in my life, happy and just full of life. I then heard from family about whole 30. I thought that sounds great I am on the right track this should help even more....right!!! I mean this is cutting out everything how could it possible go wrong!! I mean this would have to be the healthiest I have ever been why not...right!!! I have not weighted myself, like the program says, but since the second week my stomach has gotten larger!! It makes me want to cry and I have. I can't wear my clothes. I can't stand to look at myself. It is crushing my spirit. I don't feel I have been binging... But I do t understand how I could be gaining weight. So then it makes me think I must be overeating and binging in some form. This is EXTREMELY frustrating because I didn't necessarily start whole 30 to lose weight but I definitely didn't do while 30 to gain!!! I am so angry at myself because I feel with weight and body the only person I could be angry at is myself somehow I got myself in this place and it has caught me off guard. I am just at a lose and feel so alone. I am also so ready to just call this whole 30 quits get back on all my low calorie and calorie counting diets to lose this weight I have gained because at least that had worked the past year plus. I have tried digestion supplements because my stomach was so quickly distorted and I thought bloated but with it not going away and feeling more and more firm I just don't know what else to do but to realize I must be gaining weight. I am in such a state I thought I would never be in again I am just feeling every kind of emotion and it makes me very sad. Thank you if you actually read this and I pray your whole 30 has gone better then mine because I wouldn't wish this on anyone. Thanks again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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