derbygirl Posted October 30, 2012 Share Posted October 30, 2012 Not too long ago I did Primal and felt amazing! Then life happened and I stopped and went back to feeling like crap. ***why did I even do that? it's so stupid and counterproductive*** Anyway - instead of jumping on-board super quick with something new I decided to get the book, which I finished last night, and educate myself in hopes that more information would help me stick to it long-term. I am upset that I choose to eat the way I do and therefor I feel the way I do... by choice. ***how stupid*** I am really trying to focus on the change I want INSIDE my body instead of focusing on the 20 lbs I want to lose. If I had more energy I'd do more so it goes hand in hand. I am bloated, achy, tired and don't sleep well. My brain is incredibly foggy and I'm so forgetful it's nuts. I play amateur sports and when the season starts I want to be an asset to my team. I also REALLY want to be able to do real push-ups and kipping pull-ups at crossfit I am petrified that this is going to be too hard for me. I have read posts on here where people keep commenting "you're over-thinking" but that's what I do I'm scared I'll be forced to try new food and recipes and I'm afraid I'll fail. I'm afraid... just yeah - I'm scared But by mid next week at the latest - I'll have started. EEK Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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